You and I- its a regret:(
have you ever felt lost and needed someone you love to talk to,but couldn't find one?
i did.on the very day that i sat on an ambulance for the first time.
the feeling is indescribable.its like, someone you know for years,losing the battle.although my grandfather's condition wasn't as bad as what i describe,and he didn't lost the battle,i just felt this way.when i see him lying on the bed in the van,its scary.it seems like i am going to lose him anytime,any moment.i had a flashback to 6 years ago.its a nightmare,a nightmare that has been following me for 6 years.i hate this feeling..i am afraid to lose another person that i love,yet i know that they won't be around me till i die..
i tried to think my very best,for someone to talk to me at that time,thought of yun,but i didn't want to spoil her day.thought of cass,but she won't be free.my heartbeat- 57489540km per hour.i really needed someone to talk to me.I hold back my tears.
ps:sitting in the ambulance is cool,when they on the siren,all the cars infront suddenly disappear.i think i should invest one on my future car to avoid traffic jams!
meet up with my secondary sch friends for steamboat!i really miss them!
‚ô• 2:50 AM
you gave me a smile and say hello
my mind got messed up, can't hardly follow
want you to stay, pls don't go!
so why did you smile at me
don't you know whacha doing to me!
omg!this is stuck in my head!!
force theresa to listen 4 times with me at the airport
shiokness of the soul:)
‚ô• 2:54 PM
studying @airport with theresa
was counting the number of rose i received in my entire life.WOW!pathetic-.-
had a wonderful ny W/O many relatives.
but dinner at my paternal side was awesome
was surrounded with questions like,do you have a bf?and sadly.NO!hahaha,started with all the matchmaking stuff like,"i introduce you to my brother-in-law son!"
awesome!!well,entertained them as usual pretending that i am really interested.
Sally wanted to introduce her son to me!hahahaha!!not bad looking!hahahaa.
another valentine day wasted!ohh!i got a red paper rose!and muffins!!thanks babes!
i should start buying all the wang tao hua stuff!
‚ô• 12:00 AM
Happy!
xiaoyun is going to give me a present.
and the present is...(Drumroll)
yes!a clay whip cream to replace the one xianyi ate!
‚ô• 1:30 AM
i turn back to wait for you because of our past.
this is the last chance to prove to me you haven't change much.
‚ô• 5:58 PM
it took me 3 hrs to spring clean my table
‚ô• 4:22 PM
I am Negative:
NEGATIVE!!
i really don know whats happening to me,but everything seems to be so negative.
upset that my relative are going to vietnam during Chinese New Year!like can't you guys go on other occasions..Christmas? Good Friday? Deepavali? Hari Raya? i am not going to mention Valentine cos it falls on the same day as new year-.-yes! why on Chinese New Year, its not about the Ang bao that i am worried about, but it totally spoils the mood of New year for those who are not going.Yes, you guys said that because Chinese New Year in Singapore is boring.So have you spare a thought for those who will be in Singapore.New year will be even worst without Relatives!irritating! wonder who organize that stupid trip!hate you like mad! okay,maybe i wont hate you:D.if its one family going, i wont be so pissed..but its like almost the entire Village(my family tree) going!and i refuse to go when my mother suggest to join them.Who wants to look at Vietnamese in those straw hats when you are suppose to be sitting down chatting with your relatives and eating your favorite bagwa and drinking yeo Chrysanthemum tea?NEGATIVE!yes,no family love at all.DISAPPOINTED
and yes, i dislike people who lie to me about something happening to my family member.Like, can you put yourself in my shoes?i know you don't mean it.but yes, i am really negative about this type of thing. It doesn't matter to me if anyone prank me about other stuff.but i cannot stand people using my family members as a joke.you know what i mean.Negative.
i am just negative,ignore me!
i am Positive
my acrylic nail was a success!
i feel so much better now:)
‚ô• 2:11 PM
Discover Face Reading
Saw this book in my brother's room,so decided to pick that up and surprising i manage to read the whole book.
its really useful because it taught me how to look at one's personality through their features on their face.i have a wood face.and people with a Metal face will be my jinx.
Amazingly, every feature of your face mean something.i saw many good and bad points of me while reading the book and analysing my face through the mirror.and its rather believable.
shall start analysing people's face to check their future prospect:)
ps:where are you?
‚ô• 12:21 AM
Shop like we never shop before!
Shopping was super satisfying with Michelle,sylvia, Odelia, Fionn and half of Amos and half of Yufei. Too bad jolene and xiuzhen cant join us..if not it will be more complete!Its been so so long since i went on a shopping trip 2 consecutive days.Tiring!
but well,i got things that i like very much!and my sister love it too:)good taste!hahaaha.And i didnt know flea market sell stuff that i freaking cheap..i thought the prices are like so so..but no!its really cheap.cheaper than City Plaza..Manage to eat many variety of food from spicy fishball to zhichar to koi to bread to cheesecake!Satisfying!!!2 hours of late night chatting with Amos Sylvia and Michelle
not in a good mood:(
been listening to this song.love the lyric!
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
‚ô• 12:32 AM
