Opps

2011-10-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

Seriously.. i am not looking forward.

Macau day 2 台风前的平静

2011-10-20T12:20:00.003+08:00

Macau day 2

台风前的平静

Day 2 in macau was boring! damn boring! i met with typhoon! i can't believe my eyes! its like branches falling, glass door "flipping", human walking against the rain like Michael jackson doing the 45 degree dance. Amazing! practically no cars on the streets.

And it gave no warning...

okay, they hotel receptionist did tell us that they are expecting a typhoon, but who cares, we went out for some sightseeing-.-

i mean, just look at the sky.. its an awesome morning.. i don't wanna waste my day in the hotel (which i did in the end)

didn't regret going again 老天爷 and going for some sightseeing in macau. The buildings are damn cool.. i don't know, but i kinda like this kinda building.

The rain was very annoying that day that made me said " stop it arh" to 老天爷

and 老天爷 didn't bother about me-.-

The sky was clear and of a sudden, it started pouring.. and it stopped.. and started pouring.. and for the first time in my life, i saw rain that poured over on my left, and was perfectly fine on my right!

Not kidding!

Quickly snapped some picture before the thunderstorm:)

Vanessa, Mum and BiXia

finally the "must take" picture in macau

didn't climb up because it was drizzling and we risk our life to take this snapshot

okay, abit 夸张 -.-

but i wasn't kidding, it poured damn badly after this shot!

and i mention i wasted my day in the hotel right? ya! the typhoon wasn't friendly at all!for the first time, i feel like i was being blown away by the wind..

So we had no choice but to return to our hotel. lucky i had what apps to message my friends!

See you at day 3

2011-10-16T16:24:00.000+08:00

You think u are at the top? Sorry u are at the bottom of my feet.

I don't respect people who don't respect themselves

Despicable

Can we pretend that lightbulbs in Macau are like shooting stars?

2011-10-13T00:02:00.008+08:00

Can we pretend that lightbulbs in Macau are like shooting stars?

i love flying on the plane because the beautiful sky never fails to make me a happy kid:)

This 6 months break from school has been very fruitful, traveling from Taiwan to Bangkok to Macau to HongKong and i am planning to go to Taiwan again:) There are still many places where i really want to go, but this is enough:) the fun i had traveling is enough to last me for the next two years of my Uni!

Arrived Macau late at night, so we head to a local eatery before we enter the casino(my auntie loves the Casino, she refuse to leave every time we are there). Its the first time i enter the Casino, and the first time i lost 100plus to them in total over the 3 days-.- So angry, the machine don't allow me to win:( but its really fun, cos the machine that i was playing with has a lot of bonus round, so you lose, but win abit.. Make me wanna keep adding credit to the machine!

Yi ting and Bi Xia

Yi ting damn cute, love talking to here about the taiwan celebrities!

Walking towards our final destination!

(Casino)

Right in front of the Casino is this Zodiac ceiling and Fortune plant which i believe its a secret weapon to suck all the money from the tourist:)

But its really an awesome sight because each animal is carefully carved out

wanted to take a photo for my mum with the horse head, so i told her to bend down, and i squat on the floor to take a full view. In the end, everyone asked me to help them take a solo shot which made me look like a fool squatting on the floor-.-

My version of the solo shot!

Behind me is the Fortune plant which hides a dragon.

Every hourly, the fortune plant will open and the dragon will emerge

Then the Zodiac ceiling will also open, and the sky will be filled with fire to illustrate that the dragon is coming.

Its really magnificent and everyone around were like "wah! Wah! WAH!"

Damn funny!

I enjoy walking on the streets in Macau because the night lights are too awesome

I secretly love this picture, just that its abit blur

2011-10-05T23:53:00.002+08:00

《簡單話》开Mic了！

《簡單話》

Jamdancewow

让我们一起回到1911

2011-10-05T22:57:00.002+08:00

让我们一起回到1911!

All thanks to 988online for the Premier Tickets to Jacky Chan's 100th Movie

1911!!

Its really an awesome movie if you like watching shows that involves a lot of explosion,fighting~ in short, action movie.

For me, its more like an educational movie because i got to understand what really happened back then in 1911. I always wanted to know more about Chinese History but those thick books always stop me from doing so. So now, apart from spending some leisure time for some good movies, i got to know what i always wanted to know!

There were some parts where i went close to tears cos it was simply too hurting to see how people suffered for independent back then. Many were killed during the battle, many lost their husband, son, father~ i cannot imagine how they survived during those times because every minute, you are living in fear.

I never want anything like that to happen in near future..its just too bad:(

(come closer)

Its the first time i go for a movie Premier so its rather exciting cos you never know which celebrity will be there!

At first, i didn't expect any celebrities to appear

But i saw some fangirl going gaga after their idol

really amazed because i never expect singapore to have a scene like that:)

Something that has been lost for some time

2011-09-22T02:07:00.003+08:00

Something that has been lost for some time

Been listening to many new singers nowadays and i think i found back the passion for singing!

I think i lost it quite some time back when i started to doubt myself about my singing.

Its not that my singing improve or anything but its just this motivation that keeps me moving on.

All my 11:11 wishes seem to work. I have been reserving my 11:11 for 1 big dream and for a sudden, i am really very confident of that!

One moment ago, i was all depressed with whatever i had to go through

and this moment i am all happy about what i have!

Its just the perspective you look at things..Its kinda old, but its the same as half full glass or half empty glass. For now, i choose to say its Half full, and i will fill the glass to the brim in no time.

I am surprise how music motivates me and how the words remind me how life can be so awesome. I think i am all charged up and i am ready to move on!

So LETS GO!

Vincent and I in 988

2011-09-03T18:33:00.002+08:00

Oh, researching on Saturday kinda sux for me:(

Suppose to be out with my family for dinner but i got to prepare for tonight's dj program as well as the program that i am hosting tomorrow.

Oh gosh! gonna turn into some workaholic

Its so unlike me to work for one whole week without resting!

I had fun working with Vincent yesterday night with all the boy girl issues and all the fun we had behind the scene, talking about retarded stuff, doing stupid pose in front of the camera, taking pictures with photo booth..I kinda feel that our 默契 is getting better as the days goes..but well, i don't know how long more can we host together:ZLet's just hope for something good to happen

Something has been bothering me the whole morning..but i just can't figure out what it is-.-So frustrating.

给跟我一样在挣扎的你

2011-08-28T18:05:00.005+08:00

有时候我真的会问自己我到底在拼什么。。

我没有贪心，我只需要一点机会加一点肯定

也许我从来不会把这些话说出来

可是，今天我真的很难过

唱歌？一点都称不上好

读书？就别说了

演戏？自从中学毕业也没在演了

可是今天就连我最骄傲的口才，都输给一辆半路杀出的老爷车

有什么才华可言？

努力又怎么样？

没有运气就是没有运气

多努力也没用

我不怨任何人因为没有人欠我什么

我只是气自己不争气

在这里一把鼻涕一把泪算什么

想了就心酸

人穷不可怜

没饭吃也不可怜

可怜的是看起来拥有很多但什么都没有

我从来不会把不好的一面献给大家

即使家里有多少不满，我都会跟大家说我的家是最好的

不开心的东西也藏在心里，很少会向朋友诉苦

心里很多事都把它封闭起来

只让大家看到开心的慧玲

我着才发现我比很多人都可悲

因为真的没有人是为我而心疼

我多么努力也没用

因为我缺点比优点多

有一位曾经一字一字的伤了我

他说：如果有才华， 30％的努力就可以抵过一个用100％的努力但却只有30％的才华

我没有怪他那么坦白的说出事实

可是事情过了那么久

它依旧在我最无助的时候提醒我，我真的没本事，努力真的没用，放弃吧

在此刻我真的很想那么就算了

但我怎么放不下？

唯一被人称赞的表演，是我用每一晚练出来的，日夜不休的重复唱一句歌词换回来的

工作忙碌，累了，还是几乎每晚都看综艺节目，想要变得跟好

每一次表演，哪怕只当小小的带班dj，我都比很多人准备的久

可是事实就是努力真的没有用

我被伤害了

可是谁能跟我分担？

给自己的结论

这点小事就逼得我喘不过气

我也太烂了吧？

世界有太多不如意的事

这是老天要激励我的

走一步算一步

曾经觉得这首歌不是很好听

可是今天，播了几次，跟着唱就哭了

讽刺怀疑总是很酸一路纠缠

冷眼冷语不看不管心却敏感

我在拼什么

在意什么最多

Fat Woman, Skinny Pizza

2011-07-25T14:56:00.006+08:00

Fat Woman, Skinny Pizza

Its Just Almighty Mich

A 20 years worth of celebration

Happy Birthday My Almightly Mich.
Yes! Its almightly Mich birthday celebration:) the girls cant make it because of LTC which was quite upsetting for the 3 musketeers over here:(But we definitely enjoyed ourselves like every other day we were tgt.

Was trying to plan for some romantic dinner with Michelle whereby we can view some awesome sceneries like buildings-.- the only scenery in Singapore. Decided to bring her to pocket full of posies because I heard that the food is awesome, and its quite cool to sit on the swings having our dinner. But it kinda fail because the swing seats were fully taken. So we gave the person a disappointed face and we walked away. Then we decided to have Skinny Pizza so that we don’t feel so fat eating it. Its my first ever time to skinny pizza and its more than awesome. Its not like the normal crust that we have at timbre, the crust taste like some powdery crackers, but look like the chinese koropock. And the pizza they serve were rather creative. Like English Breakfast Pizza, Squid Ink Pizza and so on. Not like those common Chicken teriyaki Pizza or Hawaiian Pizza.

The pizza looks super huge, but seriously. I think I can finnish one whole pizza alone. Not very filling but definitely good enough if you wanna try something special. But for sure, I am going back to try more pizza.

I think the restaurant theme is recycling, because the Food Board were made of cardboards, chairs and table looks like some assemble of old pipes. The promotion stand was made of old CD covers. But obviously it was just some kinda of deco gimmick because its obviously new. So not really recycled materials

But overall, the experience is damn awesome!!!!

Time flies with every appearance of a rainbow

2011-07-18T00:31:00.008+08:00

Time flies with every appearance of a rainbow

One year flew past.So not use to being an ex-maincomm, going back to bsc room that no longer belonging to me:( i miss the times walking down Business School saying hi to my friends. Lol! sound like something Rebecca black will say.

When back to school for Business AGM! it was awesome with all 15 of AY10/11 maincomms attending the event:0 we had hell lots of fun, laughing at our Handsome Ay10/11 ex-ELECTED president's speech. Incorporating so many inside jokes of ours, he manage to bring back wonderful memories that all of us shared.

I miss the way we laugh at each other, i miss the way we mock about "so stupid you go sit with them la", i miss how we squeeze in BSC room, i miss how ben doe

s his angry face, i miss 东风来了!, i miss all the silly things that we do together.

10/11 AGM

A new AY arrive, a new committee born.

But once a BSC comm, Always a BSC comm right?

You can take us out of Business, but you can never take Business out of us.

I cannot express how much i love my 10/11

PS:Hope my loving siblings Boon Mel and Sam find another family this year

Chang Fan TIan

2011-07-07T16:32:00.002+08:00

This few weeks have been especially busy for me due to many singing practices as well as my long hour low pay job-.-As you guys know, my teacher just set up a new music school called Imagine Music and thus he specially liaise with BCCMC as well as 988online to give us more chances to perform

My Natelie!!!!~~

Really an awesome experience because through the singing sessions, it motivates me to practice since on normal days I would rather laze around. LOL! Tried new singing techniques like harmonizing which I never dare to do previously, cos I totally have no confidence. The experience this time was rather pleasant, although I was super stress till I cried when I first started out the harmonizing for the song Gen Zhe Gan Jue Zou. I kept thinking that I am damn stupid because I did not manage to catch the pitch for the harmonizing-.- I know I am retarded.. but perfection was the only thing in mind when I decide to stand on stage. I literally practice day and night, even during working hours till my colleague ask me to stop-.-And huang tian bu fu ku xin ren, which means yellow sky will not pay bitter heart people, I was quite satisfied with my performance that day because the harmonizing was near perfect, although still some hiccups here and there. But 3 cheers for Natelie and i!

Also sang my na shou hao ge, lianai ING:) I believe many of you will still have the memory of me joining xing guang competition. Bet you guys are still laughing at my longest intro ever-.- This time my intro wasn’t that long. Short Simple Sweet:) This song is like my all time favourite because it never fails to lighten the mood of the event

There will definitely be more chances in future for Chang Fan TIan Yin Yue Hui so guys do support us in future okay? Will love to see you guys there

~Will continue to practice harmonizing~

With Shawna Jie
With Laoshi

Happy Marriage

2011-06-21T11:44:00.002+08:00

Congratuation to my Love of 20 years:)

i know you will see this

really hope you will have a blissful marriage and give birth to a team of soccer players?netball players also can:)looking forward to torturing my nieces and nephews:)LOL! just joking! promise i will buy alot alot of clothes for your Babies~

btw~ i know i very kiasu, but i chop to be your bridesmaid first! i want the ANGPOW!!!

and i want to wear a pretty white sister dress:)Love you!

HK ps: must take care of my sister k!

to my love Ms Sherry Nanny Ang <3

Working

2011-06-21T11:24:00.004+08:00

Wow! Started working as singtel as a software demo personnel, its awesome! Okay.. First day of work was at suntec PC show, so it was alittle boring and everyone was quite hostile since I was new. Everyone seem to have a scheming face whereby they will backstab me if I slack. There was this guy who even question me when I was late for 2mins. Only freaking 2 MINS !! omg!!i know I should feel sorry for being late but his attitude is so bad that I really wanted to GL him.But well, inorder to saveguard my rice bowl. I shall not bother about him.

Fortunately, Shermaine was there to accompany me. Time flied like WOW when we were together chatting, slacking..when down to buy starbucks, we took alittle while, but when we were back, time turn from WOW to ZOOM! Its was awesomely fast! Love time spend with her.

Oh ya, there was this lady in singtel who seem to be like those friendly kind, who will smile at you. But apparently when I tried to talk to her. She was damn hostile. She made my day not so fun! If she don’t want to talk to me, then don’t smile at me laL so upset!

Work at somerset was so much better!!! The staff there were so friend!!The few staff that I always talk to is of my age and everyday we will come out with random topics to share!!Morning is the best part of work! Because its always girls chat with shermaine! Seriously! I really enjoy working with her. I feel that she is really very similar to me and we share the same interestJ

Yes and my dearest bimbos came to visit me for lunch!!! It was awesome. Odelia brought us to this restaurant in Cineleisure call ARTEASE. They serve good bubble tea compareable to Koi, Gong Cha or Ding Cha. But the price is alittle steep>.< so if you are not really particular about what you drink into your stomach as long as there is pearls, Gong Cha might be a better selection.

But I cannot deny that the ambience of the place is awesome! With cute pictures drawn on the wall and with very relaxing furnitures around. This place is definitely for cute couples who wanna spend their afternoon in town, lazing aroundJ Food wise was fantasic! It comes in a set whereby you will get a burger, fries, meatballs, salad and best of all!!! DESSERT!The price is not so cheap for a working adult like me who only wants to have cheap lunch to save money, but its definitely worth the price for what you eat:)<3 We enjoyed the wasabi sauce that came along tooJ

The burger looks Finger Licking Good~

Yup yup, the green thingy is the wasabi sauce. SirDup!

The almighty Salad!!

Please ignore my singtel Shirt-.-

Lunch on other days will definitely be spend with Stanley and CJ. I think we can form a group called the Budget Towners.Everyday our only concern for lunch is econmical and CHEAP and NICE!!! Love their company although they always make me have lunch at 5pm-.- LOVE YOU GUYS<3

988online opening

2011-06-05T04:36:00.004+08:00

活力无限精彩988

开张了！！

you guys might not know, this is a new radio station that is available online, and its also the first in Singapore to provide live web-caming from the station.

Recently, they launch their opening at textile center and i was invited for the event:) I will be undergoing trainings at the station, hopefully i will be able to co-host or host(when will i be confident enough?) for their live broadcasting. Visited the site afew times, and i really love the concept since it incorporate online shopping, photo galleries of DJ, live streaming, pre-view of special programs and many more:)

i went for afew trainings, and all i can say is that the people there are awesome. They are a bunch of talented yet fun ppl. Some of which i already know.

I love Esther(in red), everytime i step into 988 office, she will always be giving me this wide smile and waving to me:) really really made me felt very at hm

This is Hero, he is incharge of canto segment of the station. Isn't he handsome?somehow looks like Christopher Lee:D

practically, i saw many celebrites during the event. But someone which i felt more interesting to share is ABIGAIL. i believe many of you seen her comedy somewhere somehow. when i saw her, my first reaction was.."OMG I MUST TAKE PHOTO WITH HER!" and i even created small talk with her..okay, it was quite a long chat:D for the whole of my 20 years on earth, i never ever thought i will ever bump into her, let alone talking to her! its just traumatizing ~~

Signing off~~~~

2011-03-19T00:50:00.001+08:00

i want to visit a lavender field before i die

2011-03-19T00:25:00.003+08:00

i need to start planning for my future and stop slacking.

Let's see...my results, and the choice of schools.

wow! that's alot of choices.

SIM-UOL, SIM-RMIT, UNLV.

Awesome!non of them are local U-.-

What the hell am i doing during my poly life man. 2.88 is not even sufficient to go for any freaking interviews.

I should have studied the stupidest course with unintelligent ppl in poly and score a GPA 4, get in a local U.

Want to go overseas so badly to study but totally didnt have the money and courage to do so. FML-.-

TNP FFF

2011-03-18T01:11:00.010+08:00

Hey guys! i just came home from The New Paper First Film Festival:)

if you guys are following me on facebook, you should have seen the video done by my school to enter for the competition. If you haven't seen it, heres your chance:)

This video got me a ticket into this prestige event as one of the top ten finalist in this competition. Was really all excited about the event. I didn't get any info beforehand so i practically went for this event without a single knowledge about it. Since its a event showcasing the top 10, i was kinda expecting a really small gathering held at Shanghai Dolly.But WOW! The turnout was awesome and they had local celebrities hosting as well as prize presenters.

Although everything seems like it is in the perfect set, it turned out not as fun as i expected. It was almost close to 1.5hrs of wait before the event could start.Almost fell asleep on the chair with clubbing music as my lullaby-.-

It's also the first time our male lead Allen visit a club:) Obviously he did enjoy himself with the free flow of food and drinks! haha! btw, he films really good videos, some are hilarious:)so do youtube allen100xu when you guys are free:)

Okay, we were really bored during the wait and started to snaps photos with our almighty IPHONE!

Basically, the highlights of the event is to announce the top 3 films submitted to TNP. But my highlight was to see Nat Ho and Kumar:D Kumar is funny as usual, jokes are more or less the same but its just this special aura about him/her that creates a climax to the event. Okay, i do admit that i keep laughing at the part he mention about Pinos and Bangalas having a relationship. The fact that they don't understand each other is the main reason why they are together. They are just looking for companionship:)(i rephrase this sentence btw. you know what Kumar did say:)

Back to topic. I kinda feel that the results were unexpected. Because in my option, some of the winning films ain't good at all! I did seen some meaningful films which i thought would score. Results were quite disappointing because i think its kinda demoralizing for some really good directors when their hardwork lose to some substandard films. I don't know the criterias for the award, but as a consumer, the winning films really didn't capture my heart. Perhaps its just preference:)

2nd Runner Up

The Last Job

This video is kinda stupid, the so called action movie is quite lousy with all the part time stuns. Before the results were know, i saw this video and kept laughing. don't think they deserve this award. but oh well....

1st Runner Up

Tabula Rasa

Personally, i really like this film because the actors are really natural. although i cant figure out what are they trying to say, its still good movie with good editting skills:)

First in Place

Jan

Before you watch this video, i would like to remind you to keep your hands under your jaws to prevent it from falling. Because having such a "film" as first in place is kinda an insult to really good film makers. I am not really against this kid, honestly, i think the kid make a good actor for his age.But to say that this "film" is good...erm.. maybe still alittle far away-.-

Some comments that i saw on youtube.

So i guess... its not just me who feel this way????i mean even if the judges wanted to encourage the kid, they can come out with a special award right.definitely not a first place-.- btw he won best actor too..So are they trying to groom a big headed director in future?

SO HERE COMES THE VIDEO

what do you think???

anyway. i kinda like this video. take a look:)

i just think this video is sincere:)

Mediacorp:)

2011-03-12T02:19:00.003+08:00

I cut my hair!
kinda regret because i really miss my long hair, and i waited for more than a year before it grew so long. I woke up one day, just felt like cutting it, and now its gone-.-
i can't really say its ugly, but it just look like some Egypt Demon when its totally straight. and did i mention that the bangs look awful?fortunately, my hair quite obedient, the fringe its kinda longer and can pull off as side bangs:)

and i am really glad that my tooth are getting straighter each day:) use to have 2 crooked bucktooth, but now i am left with one! however, now my tooth look kind of protruding:(

And and....

i am working for Mediacorp now as an wobbie. You know those ppl who warms the crowd up before each show starts?Yes, its that one. Its quite fun over there and time really flies like no ones business.I get to talk to the show host like YiFeng Jie and Lee Teng during our free time.

And since POPCORN is going to taiwan for our grad trip, i got Yifeng Jie and Leeteng to recommend some places of attraction and the must go places in taiwan.
They are much more friendly than i expect them to be. Really. We can just start a random conversation each time we had nothing to do:)

So looking forward to future job opportunities in Mediacorp:)

2011-03-12T00:41:00.005+08:00

Hi guys!

i think i am really having some awesome time out there and i really wanna share with you guys~

althought i don't have a valentine this year, i spend it with super awesome BSC. Kinda feel more lovey dovey with BSC right now, the things we all when through together and the bonds we had:)

All planned by the dream team Miss Samantha Whang and Miss Sophia Ang!

We totally moved the Icing Room inspired into the concourse of Business School.The whole event went really LOVE.We even had this delication from an IIT guy-.- who made a love confession to this girl. Quite sweet but too bad the guy got no GUTS!-.--.--.- The guy wasn' even there to confess to the girl.He just got his friends to pull the girl there and ASKED HIS FRIENDS to do the delication-.- If i am the girl, no way will i get together with that guy. Not Sincere at all!

Anyway, the event was a blast with all our cupcakes given out. We were expecting only loyal supporters of BSC will be present.but there were so many other random biz-ian who came forward to decorate their very own cupcakes

Not So Pretty, Pretty cupcake

Oreo Cupcakes homemade by Mich.Z

Always presenting us with awesome stuff to show her love to Bangs8:)

Our Mascot Costume BTW.All from Daiso

I think we kinda look more like we were working for frolicks, Halloween.

Look at my bucktooth and the soon to appear double eyelids:)

From Yongyi

Although really very ugly, but quite sweet of him to write this.If you get it, good for you. If you don't, too bad:)

2011-02-24T01:32:00.004+08:00

After years of empty words saying about putting on braces, i finally found some courage and money to get these bucktooths done. The pain was seriously unbearable just with the rubberbands inbetween my teeth to create space. Until today, which is one week after, i still cannot chew on a Char Siew this afternoon. I bet all my friends love me now, cos all the good food goes to them:(

Crazily amazed by how these molar bands and brackets can cause so much pain to my mouth. The ache i should say, follows me whereever i go. Well done. Continue torturing me, braces!

But thinking about my straight teeth in future kinda makes me feel over the moon.

Cabbing to Dental place

All the ache starts from here.
these blue rubber bands are the most difficult to handle rubber bands in the world.

Right after my second appointment to put on the metal wires.

Went for Smile a Wish event as an event ic and volunteer.
Hope all the kids who are fighting a tough battle can smile a wish and get their wish fulfilled<3
and thanks to all the kind hearted soul who donated generously:)

2010-11-29T00:54:00.002+08:00

The second time you ask me who the person is.
i was dumbfolded.
i really don't know how to tell you,neither do i want to lose you as a friend.
if you already know. spare me from all these.
Set me free or hold me tight
Our memory only belongs to me, because yours have long be taken by the others.

you found your happiness
i should be happy

It's a secret here.

2010-11-23T23:09:00.002+08:00

If i continue in twitter, i will become a nuisance.
Since no one come to this remote island. this shall be where i am.

It's not really easy for me to go through this but i am trying my best.
when u asked me who that was, i can only smile to the phone, pretending i was all happy and fine.
i want to say its you.But i will never allow myself to be that bitch.

你可能只是命中注定的过客
可是我真的打从心里不想一开始就认识你
我想做你的过客
起码，我不会那么痛苦
我真的每天都很想哭
但是我做不到
因为我不想说
我需要你

我在看你以前的部落格
我好想从来没有真正去了解你
以前你在地二顺位
现在伦到我

2010-06-01T23:21:00.002+08:00

Counting down to one year.

i thought its all over??am i deceiving myself or its just illusion?

it's better to not loved and lost.

2010-04-30T01:21:00.001+08:00

为什么交朋友也要那么辛苦？

2010-04-03T21:13:00.002+08:00

我问心无愧

i realise

The more i blame others, the bigger the mistake will be.

The more i blame but not do anything about it,the bigger the misunderstanding will be.

you understand?

never jump into conclusion when you don even know what's happening.

especially when the person mean well,because you will seriously pissed the person off

2010-03-30T22:43:00.004+08:00

i am all out to transform my eyes into a big and attractive one:):)
thank you thank you!

没有一件事是永恒的，除非你有好好的珍惜
应为每个人都有他们累的时候

2010-03-20T21:14:00.003+08:00

忽然间很想念家
很想老师
很相同学
很想那温暖的课室
focusmusic
你等我！

昨天去了烤肉会，真的很享受着大家庭的聚会
拖方老师的福
她的家好美好美
可能就像老师说的吧
这个家是用满满的爱心来布置的

我心中那快乐的感觉，把我瞬间变词穷了
因为快乐到很想念，所以一直用开心来形容
我想着是最简单但却最直接的方法了

很久没听老师短话长说了
没错，字没大错，老师常短话长说
可是欠打的我却很喜欢听
就像爸爸训话一样，苦口婆心
骂在嘴里，痛在心里（有时后好像是故意的哦！）
当然老师昨天并没骂我们
他只是拿出他的看家本领
一正晚都在搞笑
可是我却难得看到老师感性的一面

还有，看见了师姐师兄师弟师妹
都好可爱
是时候回到着大家庭的温暖了！
感情好像比较好了！

popcorn聚会成功！
好开心能有你们
我爱你们！

2010-03-18T17:05:00.001+08:00

sometimes i just want to be isolated from this world,because its the only time i am truly myself.

i think i just need to be alone

2010-03-13T16:34:00.005+08:00

i think....
if you try to make yourself prettier,you end up getting uglier inside
cos i always believe in the reverse,girls that are average looking always* have a beautiful heart.
*except for some cases.*-*

我只想我们的故事想梁柱里面的结局
应为每当看到你我的心就产生悲剧
我站在门口等着每天西洋西夏的美景
谁知道着只是想要看见你的心情

2010-03-10T16:46:00.000+08:00

it's no longer we,it feel like it's always you
we tried to accommodate, but this is simply too much
i hope this will be over soon

2010-03-08T00:22:00.002+08:00

sometimes looks are deceiving.
or rather there is no trust between humans.
even the closes friends around you.
Maybe..

ps:trying to get some inspiration for my song.歌神，上我的身把！

2010-03-05T10:13:00.001+08:00

It not easy being nice and i am not going to be that nice person anymore.
People just take you for granted
good job people!

2010-03-05T10:11:00.000+08:00

ya.club all you want.

2010-03-03T23:57:00.002+08:00

我跟你一样
都是简单的人

都是爱音乐的人
可是你的步法却跟我不同
我们到底这么了

2010-02-28T02:50:00.003+08:00

You and I- its a regret:(

have you ever felt lost and needed someone you love to talk to,but couldn't find one?
i did.on the very day that i sat on an ambulance for the first time.
the feeling is indescribable.its like, someone you know for years,losing the battle.although my grandfather's condition wasn't as bad as what i describe,and he didn't lost the battle,i just felt this way.when i see him lying on the bed in the van,its scary.it seems like i am going to lose him anytime,any moment.i had a flashback to 6 years ago.its a nightmare,a nightmare that has been following me for 6 years.i hate this feeling..i am afraid to lose another person that i love,yet i know that they won't be around me till i die..
i tried to think my very best,for someone to talk to me at that time,thought of yun,but i didn't want to spoil her day.thought of cass,but she won't be free.my heartbeat- 57489540km per hour.i really needed someone to talk to me.I hold back my tears.

ps:sitting in the ambulance is cool,when they on the siren,all the cars infront suddenly disappear.i think i should invest one on my future car to avoid traffic jams!

meet up with my secondary sch friends for steamboat!i really miss them!

2010-02-21T14:54:00.002+08:00

you gave me a smile and say hello
my mind got messed up, can't hardly follow
want you to stay, pls don't go!

so why did you smile at me
don't you know whacha doing to me!

omg!this is stuck in my head!!
force theresa to listen 4 times with me at the airport
shiokness of the soul:)

2010-02-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

studying @airport with theresa
was counting the number of rose i received in my entire life.WOW!pathetic-.-

had a wonderful ny W/O many relatives.
but dinner at my paternal side was awesome
was surrounded with questions like,do you have a bf?and sadly.NO!hahaha,started with all the matchmaking stuff like,"i introduce you to my brother-in-law son!"
awesome!!well,entertained them as usual pretending that i am really interested.
Sally wanted to introduce her son to me!hahahaha!!not bad looking!hahahaa.

another valentine day wasted!ohh!i got a red paper rose!and muffins!!thanks babes!
i should start buying all the wang tao hua stuff!

2010-02-10T01:30:00.001+08:00

Happy!

xiaoyun is going to give me a present.
and the present is...(Drumroll)
yes!a clay whip cream to replace the one xianyi ate!

2010-02-07T17:58:00.001+08:00

i turn back to wait for you because of our past.

this is the last chance to prove to me you haven't change much.

2010-02-07T16:22:00.001+08:00

it took me 3 hrs to spring clean my table

2010-02-07T16:19:00.000+08:00

not a sandbag

2010-02-06T14:11:00.004+08:00

I am Negative:
NEGATIVE!!
i really don know whats happening to me,but everything seems to be so negative.
upset that my relative are going to vietnam during Chinese New Year!like can't you guys go on other occasions..Christmas? Good Friday? Deepavali? Hari Raya? i am not going to mention Valentine cos it falls on the same day as new year-.-yes! why on Chinese New Year, its not about the Ang bao that i am worried about, but it totally spoils the mood of New year for those who are not going.Yes, you guys said that because Chinese New Year in Singapore is boring.So have you spare a thought for those who will be in Singapore.New year will be even worst without Relatives!irritating! wonder who organize that stupid trip!hate you like mad! okay,maybe i wont hate you:D.if its one family going, i wont be so pissed..but its like almost the entire Village(my family tree) going!and i refuse to go when my mother suggest to join them.Who wants to look at Vietnamese in those straw hats when you are suppose to be sitting down chatting with your relatives and eating your favorite bagwa and drinking yeo Chrysanthemum tea?NEGATIVE!yes,no family love at all.DISAPPOINTED

and yes, i dislike people who lie to me about something happening to my family member.Like, can you put yourself in my shoes?i know you don't mean it.but yes, i am really negative about this type of thing. It doesn't matter to me if anyone prank me about other stuff.but i cannot stand people using my family members as a joke.you know what i mean.Negative.

i am just negative,ignore me!

i am Positive
my acrylic nail was a success!
i feel so much better now:)

2010-02-04T00:51:00.001+08:00

i am changing:)

2010-02-04T00:21:00.002+08:00

Discover Face Reading

Saw this book in my brother's room,so decided to pick that up and surprising i manage to read the whole book.
its really useful because it taught me how to look at one's personality through their features on their face.i have a wood face.and people with a Metal face will be my jinx.
Amazingly, every feature of your face mean something.i saw many good and bad points of me while reading the book and analysing my face through the mirror.and its rather believable.
shall start analysing people's face to check their future prospect:)

ps:where are you?

2010-02-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

Shop like we never shop before!

Shopping was super satisfying with Michelle,sylvia, Odelia, Fionn and half of Amos and half of Yufei. Too bad jolene and xiuzhen cant join us..if not it will be more complete!Its been so so long since i went on a shopping trip 2 consecutive days.Tiring!
but well,i got things that i like very much!and my sister love it too:)good taste!hahaaha.And i didnt know flea market sell stuff that i freaking cheap..i thought the prices are like so so..but no!its really cheap.cheaper than City Plaza..Manage to eat many variety of food from spicy fishball to zhichar to koi to bread to cheesecake!Satisfying!!!2 hours of late night chatting with Amos Sylvia and Michelle

not in a good mood:(

been listening to this song.love the lyric!

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

2010-01-29T00:38:00.002+08:00

朋友？
是当你没人配的时候想起的吗？
还是，即使不联络，可还是会想念？

你好像走的好快，我已经跟不上了
从前的那个大哥哥，好像不见了
心情真的很不好
但是还是祝福你的梦想快快实现：）

2010-01-28T01:52:00.003+08:00

Steamboat with Bimbo, yy and ryan is super good:):)
i gave my virgin trip to the market to all of them:)
bought many many stuff mah..good is good!
Constant laughter on the dining table..very long don't have that feeling already
hahaha!!keep laughing at ryan and his hands on chest.haha!and its the first time we finnish up all the food on the table!wahahaha!!didn't over buy this time:)and ryan is darn lucky to have me to peel prawn for him.okay-.-i force him to eat prawn
played chinaman and was so worried i will have to drink the full cup of mixer!hengheng i didnt.came out with stupid rule to not speak chinese,name and i and you.darn..end up no one wants to talk!
but second part of chinaman was so much better.came out with a helium sound rule,so basically everyone have to speak in the super act cute voice,inspired by xy sec3 video!

and now everyone like doing their own stuff.
ryan playing with my brother soccer,yy and yun singing, cass sleeping and me blogging!

ps:ah ma is sick,brought her to the doctor.oh dear.worried
ps:totally bankrupt now.got to take advance pocket money from sister sherry-.-
ps:should i believe my eyes?

2010-01-24T14:59:00.002+08:00

迟疑自己到底可以走多远

好像没那么大的头

所以不想在带那么大的帽

进步了但却没人看到

又有什么用？

现在只想靠自己，争取机会

2010-01-21T04:15:00.003+08:00

Meaningful day

Finally met up with BB after so so so so long.
but as usual,he is always late..waited 2-3 hrs for him while watching GongXinJi
Slacked at hm, ate dinner with him and finally got to eat my taohuey after so long.
Met caixin and this weird woman on the way..Caixin mistaken derek as my boyfriend!super hilarious,he kept making fun of derek and i.And the weird woman kept looking at me for no reason.

When to cold storage for some tibits shopping and home sweet home:)
started to take some photos and played with the multiple lens thing:)day with BB is great:)
started to do our projects, but i keep procrastinating.

Talk to theresa and yun on skype.We talked about all the ginna ginna things
borntobeyourtaoeh.blogspot.com
Check it out:)super cool!!!
love Bimbos

PS: shopping with bimbo tmr is loved

2010-01-19T00:01:00.005+08:00

Cassandra birthday
wonderful planning by waileng, jun pui and siew wan!
we did a fabulous job,although our planning abit screwed at the beginning cos Cass arrive too early and all the shops are closing!
we had an amazing race kind of thing and Cass have to use her bimbo brain to interpret all the clues.Well,my love will be the one that she has to go to the information counter to ask where is giordano (its right in front of the information counter).

manage to come out with crazy stuffs like, fun funner funniest, good gooder goodiest, board boarder ????borders!and not to forget asking cass to look for a clue in 7 eleven,when there is nothing at all:)smart me!

went to giant to get all our night picnic stuff.i was the ATM of the day:)
bought KOI!!!!woohoo!
then met up with "hands on chest" and YY. almost died in YY car!
Started eating chatting and crapping about alot of stuff:)
Stared at the sky and had a conclusion.
had a short chat with YY on the way home:)
and yes,went to alps again:)manage to sing 微微风～～

PS:i want to watch my 宫心计 and start to talk like them,then i can communicate with my 德妃:)
PS:pissed off,get lost and stop talking about it!
PS:City plaza and Steamboat!
PS:your change is making me feel -.-,feel like we are worlds apart

2010-01-17T15:23:00.004+08:00

Jan 16,exactly one year after my last post on Sophia-clinic.its ethan's birthday today,as promised,shall blog about his birthday.No photos yet cos there is still part 2 to his birthday!

Birthday celebration was kinda simple but full of ups and down..we got to "speed buy" all our material for our POPCORN cards.Bought wooden planks, wooden letter blocks, paint, glue and markers. Did a fast but fantastic card with the led of our POPCORN creative director.

Rush to buy cakes to leave it in MUSSEL GUY.and we had a simple dinner:)Ethan was shocked when he saw us in mussel guy because he thought he would be celebrating with janice only.:)Good Plan:)

And the birthday board is darn big but ethan didnt see it at all,wondering if he gei gei never see..ahahaha!!and ethan is way too arrogant,keep thinking that we will bring out the cake when we said we wanted to go to the toilet! 甘妈 say go toilet means go toilet ma:)think too much la you!will continue part 2 tomorrow:)tonight gonna be a good good night at nicolette's house!

watched Avatar3D with kevin keith and huiya:)Dua love!but the show is super nice and every moment is full of excitement..okay,i think its an overstatment,i almost fell asleep at one point of time-.-but well, i still enjoy it,first time watching midnight movie with popcorn.and kevin and keith is dua dua love!they took cab with me despite being broke:)

ps:will blog about cass birthday soon:)
ps:I LOVE POPCORN
ps:no momentum to blog
ps:gonna change my blogskin for you:)

2010-01-14T03:11:00.001+08:00

My first post this year:)
happy!i spent 4 hours making this blog although i am suppose to study now!!
well, shall chiong tmr den.

Happy Clubbing Cass!enjoy your birthday!

*random fact
i decided to blog again because i agree with xiaoyun that 10years down the road,it would be fun to read what you wrote. And i don want to be labeled the "one year never blog" blogger:)

Opps

Macau day 2 台风前的平静

Can we pretend that lightbulbs in Macau are like shooting stars?

《簡單話》开Mic了！

让我们一起回到1911

让我们一起回到1911!

Something that has been lost for some time

Vincent and I in 988

给跟我一样在挣扎的你

Fat Woman, Skinny Pizza

Time flies with every appearance of a rainbow

Chang Fan TIan

Happy Marriage

Working

最近忙什么？

988online opening

TNP FFF

Mediacorp:)

It's a secret here.