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Sunday, February 28, 2010

You and I- its a regret:(

have you ever felt lost and needed someone you love to talk to,but couldn't find one?
i did.on the very day that i sat on an ambulance for the first time.
the feeling is indescribable.its like, someone you know for years,losing the battle.although my grandfather's condition wasn't as bad as what i describe,and he didn't lost the battle,i just felt this way.when i see him lying on the bed in the van,its scary.it seems like i am going to lose him anytime,any moment.i had a flashback to 6 years ago.its a nightmare,a nightmare that has been following me for 6 years.i hate this feeling..i am afraid to lose another person that i love,yet i know that they won't be around me till i die..
i tried to think my very best,for someone to talk to me at that time,thought of yun,but i didn't want to spoil her day.thought of cass,but she won't be free.my heartbeat- 57489540km per hour.i really needed someone to talk to me.I hold back my tears.

ps:sitting in the ambulance is cool,when they on the siren,all the cars infront suddenly disappear.i think i should invest one on my future car to avoid traffic jams!

meet up with my secondary sch friends for steamboat!i really miss them!


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